growing up means realizing that what you thought you owned you didn’t in the edn. it was given to you. you never had to work for it so it can be easily be taken away from you just as easily as it came.
growing up means having to put an end to bad habits and adopting new ones. even when they seem to forever hold on to you.
growing up means to being to respond. answer questions, answer messages, answer feelings. answer answer answer. when all you want is a place to be and just.. be in without having to constantly face and answer . the world.
growing up measn to pace everything up. in less than two years more will be accomplished and changed than 7 years in your childhood. no one seems to understand yet we all went through the same path.
growing up means finding ones way even when you aren’t let to do so. wonder in the mind if not in the road. wonder in the books if not in the dreams. wonder and keep wondering because you can.
growing up means understanding what you can’t do. and this is pain. pain because out of the many that grow up the bigger force of making you understand how the world works will most likely win. and in the battle of wanting change for the world, change for how one functions in the daily lives of one and others„„ one fails. fails fails. until they “understand”
growing up is inevitable. its sweet if taken by doses, tender if understood and slow-paced, yet for most difficult rough and a source of deep and forever the case of questioning if not accepted and not met with expectations.
growing up is what it means.
