I don’t get “go to bed hungry”
growing up means realizing that what you thought you owned you didn’t in the edn. it was given to you. you never had to work for it so it can be easily be taken away from you just as easily as it came.
growing up means having to put an end to bad habits and adopting new ones. even when they seem to forever hold on to you.
growing up means to being to respond. answer questions, answer messages, answer feelings. answer answer answer. when all you want is a place to be and just.. be in without having to constantly face and answer . the world.
growing up measn to pace everything up. in less than two years more will be accomplished and changed than 7 years in your childhood. no one seems to understand yet we all went through the same path.
growing up means finding ones way even when you aren’t let to do so. wonder in the mind if not in the road. wonder in the books if not in the dreams. wonder and keep wondering because you can.
growing up means understanding what you can’t do. and this is pain. pain because out of the many that grow up the bigger force of making you understand how the world works will most likely win. and in the battle of wanting change for the world, change for how one functions in the daily lives of one and others„„ one fails. fails fails. until they “understand”
growing up is inevitable. its sweet if taken by doses, tender if understood and slow-paced, yet for most difficult rough and a source of deep and forever the case of questioning if not accepted and not met with expectations.
growing up is what it means.
season tow. much more ambiguous than i could have ever hoped for. so we get our first character„ in episode two which is COok… i just though of how funny sounding that name is. anyways. yeah theres a reason his the first one. i dint find it amusing, even though iw as trying to the qhle time. i was particularly unloving of the whole “white trash” fighting scene that wouldn’t end. but hey. I’m getting something good out of the episode. its got love centered. a realization, am i sympathasizng with him? not even. BUT i might just look at this through a new lens, because„, it really was made with that intent. its got the urban flavor and the friends will stick with you till the end.. which i will forever find the IT characteristic of skins. yet it lacks of profundity found in the pure mere day to day events that could mean nothing to some and the world to others.
tyring to hard. i would describe this second episode.
craving this, maybe tomorrow for breakfast. here
have some ellie
here i leave with you some music. so in my hobbies i sometimes watch skins generation1 season 1 episode 1. yes really. it makes me laugh all the time. over there i really liked Awkward. ugh i have to wait every thursday from now on though…its worth it though. If anyone has tried QUINOA the new “it” food knows what I’m feeling right now. it completes that void of i-need-something-healthy-but crunchy-but-i-dont -even -know…. new? yeah soooo check that out if you haven’t. ALSO i was very inspired by the new keira knightly film,… ANNA KARENINA. check that out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPGLRO3fZnQ
Are we on the verge of a new Atonement, pride and prejudice tear-fest? I’m certainly betting on IT. furthermore. summer sucks. i had so many plans and now when i try to think of them, its like i never had. maybe i should have written them down. To fill empty voids I’m looking for a KICK ASS summer playlist . something to get me through. i amateurly tried one out that included way too much Shwayze, but i need something that will get me through SMOOTHLy. .. if you know what i mean ;) monsters and men anyone?
trying to think. soooo tomorrow illl be indulging in more DIY projects MAYBE draw if the gods permit and for the rest i leave you with QUNIA recipe…dont say i didn’t warn you.
really it will (fill in blank) your mouth. OH I’m also planning on running 8k tomorrow. neverous. i am! see? i really need to get hands on into that playlist.